In my case, I feel like I'm sinking in a pool of the unknown, with everything that is happening, some days I just feel like crawling into a dark quite hole and just make like none of this is really happening.
But I have life jackets to help me stay afloat, an they come to me as the people in this world that are the world to me. My parents, my sister Lena, my wonderful husband, my children, my best friend Dawn, these people have been there though every rough moment from problems with my health, to the difficult time we had with our youngest birth (BTW Dawn and her family cut their vacation short, 4hrs away and came to my hospital bed to give me a hug, talk about going the extra distance for a friend) (my mom was there to as I came out of the OR, to just hold my hand and tell me it will be ok) ( my sister Lena SAVED mine and my baby's life by getting us to the hospital safety, and when I was not able to be there she turned into my kids step in mommy without being asked) (my husband held my hand and took the "father" role and became a man I had never seen i him until Rhiannon's birth).
These people save me everyday, just when I feel like I need a pick me up they are there at just the right time, whether its a phone call, a hug, or just simply making it known that they are there to help keep me afloat.
Thank-you for being there for me. you are the world to me. and for that I love you.
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