Friday, November 12, 2010

I miss him so much!


Let me introduce my brother Byron he still is a huge part of who i am, even though he is not here on earth, as kids we did everything together, he was practically my twin even though there was 18months between us, in school one time when we started junior high school, we got sick and tired of people asking if we were twins we just said "ya we are". lol
Byron became an angel in August of 2002.
I miss this young man everyday, though all the hard times in our family I know he is there watching over all of us, I dream about him often, and my mom tells me that's called a visit, they are comforting to me to have those dreams, they often are of him just sitting in the same room as me he does not talk but just smiles, just like the picture.
I see him in my children ,more so in Aidan, he resembles like alot of Byron's childhood pictures, Aidan has the same nose, and i often wonder if this is how my little man will some what look when he is a man.
Some days I am sad that i can't just have a hug from him but I know he is no far when I feel like that.
My kids often ask about Uncle Byron and I don't hold back any memory that i have of him.
When Aidan was born Byron and my mom came to the hospital to see us, he held Aidan so proudly as if he was his son, in the picture above in his arms that you can not see is my niece Chelsey at 2 months of age, see how he just glowed with pride, he loved kids so much and would have loved to show his nieces and nephews all that he knew, but i know he watches over them everyday.
Some day I will post some childhood pictures of the two of us together, and tell a few memories.

Untill next time have a wonderful weekend, I know I will because I'm going to visit my mom and dad.

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