Today you know that in the next little while mom will be getting her angel wings, and you may find yourself thinking this is not happening, but it is, nothing you say or do is gonna stop it from happening and you fear that you can't live without your mom, but guess what? you will be OK.
Over the next year you will encounter a range of feelings, some good and some bad, you will want to shut down and just lay around not wanting to talk to anyone or do anything, but you will push though because mom wanted you to, and you will do your best to be a mom to your children, because they are what gives you strength each and every day.
Remember it OK to cry and you will cry yourself to sleep most nights, and remember even though you feel all alone, your not, she is still by your side (she said she would be) just like your family is.
You will learn who you can trust,and who you can talk to, and there will be very few.
Parenting will get harder, just because you won't be able to call mom for advice.
You will pray almost every night that dad is safe and sound, ad that cancer stays away FOREVER!
But all that you will face in the next year, please know...................you will SURVIVE IT.
not because you wanted to, but because you needed to.
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