Well what can I say about the past 2 days since my last post..........hmmmm what to start with....good, sad or the not so good?........umm ok well lets start off on a good note.
In the last 2 days I have dropped another 4 lbs YAY, this weight loss thing has been a very slow process, with the summer break comes lots of hotdog, pasta/potato salad and all the goooooood summer food on the BBQ. which has made it very hard to stick to the eat healthy plan, but it has come to an end just like summer holidays are ending too. :(
Next week Aidan and Edna start back at school, they are bugging me the past few days of when they go back to school, Aidan did tell me he needed a break from me, not sure how to take that.
As for me, I loved the time with all my babies to myself for 2 months. but as they say all good things must come to an end.
The last few days have also been not so good for me heath wise, not sure if its do to my heart issues or something else, on Monday was one heck of a hot day and while working in the garden, I felt dizzy, I sat down for a bit but then woke up laying on the ground.....kinda scary, but not the first time it happened. I walked to the house where the kids were sitting watching a movie with the cool fans on them. I washed up drank some cold water, and laid down for a bit, I felt weak and sick to my stomach, a few hours later felt way better. the next day I thought I was ok but by night time I felt as if I had the flu, I was hot then cold, sweating like crazy and felt awful. as yesterday morning came Eric felt he should stay home from work to let me rest, I told him to go to work but he felt better being here with me.
gosh I love that man, he sure knows me well.
Yesterday marked the day of Byron's (my brother) angel day. 9 years ago we said good bye to him, and 9 years you would think it would get easier to handle, but it does not, it still hard to take. he was my partner in crime we did everything together growing up.
It was also 6 months that mom has been gone too. it feels like it been forever.
Last night dad and Lena called me, and Shelda came to visit. just to check up on me and see how I was doing, dad said that he knew this was a hard day for all of us to take, to try and find the good in the day, just like mom said to.
as hard as day like yesterday are, I sure am glad I got some good family standing with me. I love you guys.
Well I would continue to write but the day is started along time ago and the kids are fighting again. I'll end it here and promise you I'll be back in the next few days with a funny story about the 3 kids learning about how babies are made. you don't want to miss it. my guts still hurt from laughing.
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